The three girls used to walk upwards towards the "purple-black" moors, the sweeping surface of which was broken by here and there a stone-quarry; and if they had strength and time to go far enough, they reached a waterfall, where the beck fell over some rocks into the "bottom." They seldom went downwards through the village. They were shy of meeting even familiar faces, and were scrupulous about entering the house of the very poorest uninvited.
"My sister Emily loved the moors. Flowers brighter than the rose
bloomed in the blackest of the heath for her;
- out of a sullen hollow in a livid hill-side,
her mind could make an Eden.
She found in the bleak solitude many and dear delights;
and not the least and best-loved was - liberty.
Liberty was the breath of Emily's nostrils;
without it she perished.
The change from her own home to a school, and from her own very noiseless, very secluded, but unrestricted and unartificial mode of life, to one of disciplined routine (though under the kindest auspices), was what she failed in enduring. Her nature proved here too strong for her fortitude. Every morning, when she woke, the vision of home and the moors rushed on her, and darkened and saddened the day that lay before her
Emily died with heroic fortitude on December 19th, 1848, at the age of 30, and did not have time to appreciate the last flowering sprig of heather which Charlotte had found on the moors for her wild sister.
I’ve seen the purple heather-bell
Look out by many a storm-worn stone...
And oh! I've known such music swell
Such wild notes wake these passes lone.
Emily Brontë
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