On 07/08/1837 Emily Bronte
wrote the poem
O God of heaven! The dream of horror
The frightful dream is over now
The sickened heart, the blasting sorrow
The ghastly night, the ghastlier morrow
The aching sense of utter woe
The burning tears that would keep welling
The groan that mocked at every tear
That burst from our dreary dwelling
As if each gasp were life expelling
But life was nourished by despair
The tossing and the anguished pining
The grinding teeth and starting eye
The agony of still repining
when not a spark of hope was shining
From gloomy fate's reletless sky
The impatient rage, the useless shrinking
From thoughts that yet could not be borne
The soul that was for ever thinking
Till nature maddened, tortured, sinking
At last refused to mourn
It's over now--and I am free
And the ocean wind is caressing me
The wild wind from the wavy main
I never thought to see again
Bless thee, bright Sea, and glorious dome
And my own world, my spirit's home
Bless thee, bless all--I cannot speak
My voice is choked, but not with grief
And salt drops from my haggard cheek
Descend like rain upon the heath
How long they've wet a dungeon floor
Falling on flagstones damp and grey
I used to weep even in my sleep
The night was dreadful like the day
I used to weep when winter's snow
Whirled through the grating stormily
But then it was a calmer woe
For everything was drear to me
The bitterest time, the worst of all
Was that in which the summer sheen
Cast a green lustre on the wall
That told of fields of lovelier green
often I've sat down on the ground
Gazing up to the flush scarce seen
Till, heedless of the darkness round
My soul has sought a land serene
It sought the arch of heaven divine
The pure blue heaven with clouds of gold
It sought thy father's home and mine
As I remembered it of old
Oh, even now too horribly
Come back the feelings that would swell
When with my face hid on my knee
I strove the bursting groans to quell
I flung myself upon the stone
I howled, and tore my tangled hair
And then, when the first gust had flown
Lay in unspeakable despair
Sometimes a curse, sometimes a prayer
Would quiver on my parched tongue
But both without a murmur there
Died in the breast from whence they sprung
And so the day would fade on high
And darkness quench that lonely beam
And slumber mould my misery
Into some strange and spectral dream
Whose phantom horrors made me know
The worst extent of human woe
But this is past, and why return
O'er such a path to brood and mourn?
Shake off the fetters, break the chain
And live and love and smile again
The waste of youth, the waste of years
Departed in that dungeon thrall
The gnawing grief, the hopeless tears
Forget them--oh, forget them all!
I received a beautiful reaction on this poem. I like this very much. it is interesting because it places the poem in a period of Emily's live, so it makes it beter to understand.
""This is such a powerful poem...at first I thought Emily wrote it after Branwell's death but then I realized the dates didn't match up. It must somehow be attached to her time at Law Hill School, where she was so miserable. It's very moving...""
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